Friday, September 18, 2009

not good, not good.

i'm sorry, i'm just so done with blogger. it sucks. go here!

http://annaryalyn.livejournal.com

Thursday, September 10, 2009

empty

hi ya.



can somebody tell me that my hard work will pay off one day?
it will, wont it?
cos i want it to, badly..
can somebody tell me that?


i was walking to school along my usual path with the sun shining brightly after the rain had stopped pouring. then i started thinking on how much i am going to miss walking down the pavement every morning together with other kids who were dragged out of bed around the same timing as mine. i'll miss the noisy chatter of little kids talking, some yelling but none was crying, begging not to go to school. i'll miss seeing kakak at the bus stop, stopping for awhile to give her a hug then continue walking to school. i'll miss climbing up the stairs all the way to 4th floor, each time cursing the school for making us do PE when climbing up the stairs alone was enough. i'll miss seeing Adibah's face all lit up when she sees me walking into the classroom. i'll miss my lessons, espeially Mr Tan's (!) the only teacher ever called me by my middle name. :D i'll miss waiting for 'Amirah outside 5B classroom, all ready to go for Art. i'll simply miss school. but one thing for sure, i'll miss Ckigu Rosnah the most. :)


mmm..i need to gain weight.

Monday, September 7, 2009

muaz ! do you love the wall e crocs we bought you? :D very very pretty right ?! i know. i love the color combination. lime green and blue. dang..

ooh, goodbye N81 8GB, hello samsung preston. :DD YAY!!!

Monday, August 31, 2009

by the way, i met Eiqa and Dhea and Yana in school. god, i miss them. :) i do.


have you ever wonder, what life would do to you, when you're stuck with some things thats equally nice, things that have what the other lacks, and you needed them all? i've always thought life's fair, just like a fairytale. i'm still believing in it. i want to.
oh dear..

it's been very very long since i updated my blog. not to say that i'm busy, i just cant seem to slot in a time to use the computer. sucky, especially when O levels are only like, 50++ days away. and i'm stealing sometime of my Art to update and read the post my Aunt, Mak Uda dedicate to me. first things first,

OMG i havent changed much since baby. look at those eyes. haha mak uda, why of all pictures you put that up? my lubang hidung sungguh besar laa. HAHAHA.

anyway, speaking of O levels, if you ask me if i'm stress i'd say i'm not. cos really, i'm not. it's something that i've waited and expect so there's no use in getting all stressed up. but heck, i sure am exhausted, and tired. my brain needs a break from the countless of tests from Mr Tan(awan) and the mock Math papers from Ms Leong. i need a break. but not now, not until i've got all this done and go to college. Ms leong actually screamed from the General office just to announce i failed paper 1 by a mark. filthy. but what to do, i didnt put in my entire heart and soul in it. haha. no worries, i got my prelim 2 to ace. insyaALLAH i will. :)

have i mentioned that i got A2 for Malay? very disappointing. no, i'm not being unreasonable for not jumping for joy over the fact i've got a distinction for that. i dont know, i just feel like i've failed to live up to my parents' and Cikgu Rosnah's expectations. yeah well, maybe they did say it's fine, its still an A as compared to the rest who got Bs and C, but still. i'm retaking and i'm getting an A1. cis, confident benar. :)

today's the 10th day i'm fasting. hopefully this month straight leh. hah. been spending 5 out of those 10 days breaking fast outside of the comforts of home. what to do, lessons from 8am till 9pm. sucky.


i have to go. i'm, not sure who'll be reading this anyway..

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

‘Izzah Amalina Ibrahim: “You know, yesterday my sister had appendix.”
Patricia Arielle Pascual: “It’s appendicitis.”
‘Izzah Amalina Ibrahim: “Yeah laa. What did I say?”
Patricia Arielle Pascual: “appendix. EVERYBODY HAS APPENDIX!”


then i realized how ridiculous that sounds. Seriously.


took my words back about wont be coming back anytime soon. i will, if the time allows me to. :) i learn to manage my time well enough now.



shit ass i need to get some (actually, i need 5) A1s, even for my prelims, especially for O levels. haha, possible right? it is, i know. :) i'm working alot harder now. yay! i mean, i'm only taking 5 more subjects now, 2 of which are combined. so i suppose i havent any reasons not to score them. i perhaps should do even better than the smarty pants next door class who're all taking triple science. haha. :P

see ya.

Sunday, August 9, 2009

dead, so dead.

sorry, i've got only 79 days, more or less, to O levels.
no time for facebook, blog.



i'll see you when i do. :)